... Look, I think, speak, I suppose, I imagine, I suppose ...
After a year in Australia, a month or six months in Thailand and in New Zealand,
I put my foot in the country of origin, plant a bit 'more stable. Needless to tell
first impressions to return ... a big wall.
... Everything is not changed: the city, people (including complaints), working status, news, gossip
, gossip and so on and so forth.
I feel changed, it seems to have lived several lifetimes, to have grown up, having tried, learned, "taught."
And here is the first step to the next step: phase of "This I will not do."
This "step" corrisponde alla consapevolezza di cosa non si vorrebbe nella propria vita,ma non è ancora chiara l'idea di quale strada(giusta o non giusta) si debba seguire.
Fase di stasi,di mille idee e nulla di concreto,fase di domande,domande e domande,un continuo chiedersi e ascoltarsi...non sarebbe tutto più facile avere già tutto scritto o una persona che ci illumini la strada?
Il mio spirito viaggia con il motto :”ho solo vent'otto anni” mentre tutti i segnali intorno a me sembrano dire l'opposto.
Sento in me il desiderio di voler ancora conoscere,sperimentare,provare,costruire...non è del resto che il mettersi in discussione porti ad una conoscenza e ad una consapevolezza di se stessi?non è del resto the construction of an identity that allows us to transform ourselves into distancing individuals from hereditary baggage that we carry with us that allows us to become actors and actors with their own identity and life?
yet seems to have become much more difficult to listen to me: I'm tougher, less emotional and more reflective.
Jodorowsky describes in his own words what I now characterizes:
"I do not know where I go, but I know with whom I go.
I do not know where they are, but I know that in me.
do not know what is God, but God knows what they are.
I do not know what the world is, but I know it's mine.
I do not know what it's worth, but I can not make comparisons.
I do not know what love is, but I know that I enjoy of his presence.
I can not avoid the blows, but I know how to bear them.
I can not deny the violence, but I can deny the cruelty.
I can not change the world, but I can change myself.
I do not know what I do, but I know they are made from what I do.
I do not know who they are, but know I'm not the one who does not know ... "
