Sunday, November 27, 2005

Female Doctor Check Testicals

L'ospite inattesa

of Andrea

My first experience with a "special guest unexpected" dates back to the University, precisely to 1996, during the study of civil law matters. While they spent the afternoon in the maze of law, "something" has come into my body (read intestine) a special lady and quite unexpected, and yes!, because I began to experience abdominal pain and bowel movements of unidentified phenomena explicable or diarrhea or the normal excretory function. I state that up to that point, my bowel movements had always been regular, though fast in terms of digestion. Not worried that much and more in love with my right, I let the legal training to assume the lead role in my early 20's.

I had to change his mind when the passage of days required an increasingly urgent need to use the bathroom, with frequent and sudden shocks. Decided to investigate what I was really happening, due to the appearance of blood in the stool, which among other things frightened me greatly, I stared at a visit with a specialist. Waiting for the day set for the visit made my hypotheses, including, for me the most likely, the emergence of a phenomenon hemorrhoidal. This theory was totally discredited when the specialist, for an initial clinical examination, considering both the symptoms have accused both the events considered in their phenomenology, all at proctitis attributed (inflammation of the last part of the anus). Only a subsequent examination by specialists in internal medicine hospital in Macerata, carried out more objectively through the use of sonda endoscopica, ha permesso di definire così la diagnosi: colite ulcerosa. E’ lei l’ospite inattesa di cui ho fatto menzione e che tutt’ora alberga nel mio corpo. Dopo tale diagnosi lo specialista mi disse di limitare l’alimentazione ricca di fibre e verdure e mi consigliò di stare tranquillo e di non stressarmi troppo. In effetti solo dopo qualche tempo ho realmente capito il senso di questo suo ultimo consiglio (nei prossimi articoli tornerò su questo aspetto).

Dopo la diagnosi predetta, ricordo di aver assunto un atteggiamento piuttosto ottimista, probabilmente perché ignoravo cosa fosse la colite ulcerosa. Comunque, la terapia che dovevo fare era costituita da pasticche e clisterini da fare la sera prima I fell asleep. After a couple of months the situation had been gradually improving and resumed studying with will and satisfaction. But to be honest there was something that escaped me that unconsciously or not I wanted to understand: I was told in fact that I had this disease for life, and it was just this last sentence that I sometimes think of returning. Today, as the years passed, I do not remember precisely what was to my conclusion in that regard, certainly not exactly optimistic.

To speed up a bit 'this story, I mention only the fact that the colitis and is concerned with my colon in its last part: sigma-rectum. Until 2000 the problems of flare disease is more accentuated than the change of season (winter-spring) covers the period from March to mid-May (the term "hot" the brake with the tablets and some clisterino). For the rest of the year I had no particular problems of "transit urgent", nevertheless I always need to make a maintenance therapy. The disease has always been characterized according to this year 2000 and thereafter bending the facts evolve.

In the next article I will write that the situation is a bit 'changed. To conclude my first attachment to this commendable and important dialog and discussion, I just want to remember all those who read my article, as it is of paramount importance, again, important to know every aspect of ulcerative colitis symptoms and his "brother" Chron's disease, and to be able to live without ever losing optimism. For the experience I believe that a condition that needs to distinguish those who have and have this disease and the fact of having a positive mood and high living. Maybe not all fully understand these sentences, but in this regard will receive all the answers to their questions in my next articles.

soon, Andrea

Friday, November 4, 2005

Black Out Chevy Cobalt

"NON LO SO...FORSE SBAGLIO"

of Manuela

Today a day is a bit 'special!
Until yesterday, almost four months, I dealt with the changes and innovations that have occurred in a very pessimistic, but I did not think, "But can all that happen to me and how do I get through?" . Okay I
that near my parents, my brother and friends, but despite being surrounded by so many people I have always felt alone.
you ever be in the middle of a big crowd? Do you have a lot of people around but you can not help but feel sad and abandoned in yourself. So I felt I
for 4 months!

But I got up this morning with a constant thought in my head and in a different light e. eyes .. I finally got it!
I realized that everything that has happened to me and what still needs to happen to me only makes' strong.
For a moment I believed not to have more 'power to do anything and yet today I am happy ... happy to have the disease, glad of having to work and having to deal with 4 / 5 months of hell, glad to have closed a ratio of 2 years, happy to be wrong.
You'd think that they are "crazy" ... well, 'perhaps' is (Dr. Grant ?!?), but me' is really what I think and now I'll explain why!

Once a lady known to the hospital told me that the only ulcerative colitis took to intelligent people and full of feeling, and I lì per lì non ho dato un gran peso alle sue parole, ma solo oggi mi rendo conto che aveva ragione (concordo per la sensibilità...un po' meno per l'intelligenza!!!).
La malattia mi avrà portato tante limitazioni, tanti sacrifici e tante rinunce ma alla fine chi ci ha "guadagnato" sono solo io!
E' grazie a lei se oggi riesco a capire chi ha dei problemi e chi sta male; è grazie a lei se ho conosciuto persone che altrimenti non avrei mai incontrato (mi ha anche avvicinata alle persone piu' care e mi ha allontanata dalle "false amicizie").
E' solo grazie a lei se sono riuscita a dare un giusto peso alle cose.
Sto cambiando? Sto peggiorando?
Sto forse, finalmente, crescendo?
I do not know ... I just do not want more 'and I would be sad to capture the best part of this whole story.
Maybe what I'm trying to take a walk ... I'm trying to take everything with a philosophy to get the full day of the operation of forces.

Oh ... we finally got to the point!
And why is no getting around: one of the reasons why I went "crazy" in the 4-month intervention.
You think it a trifle?
Initially you must decide whether it or fight for life with the drugs (and I assure you that it is not an easy choice to take), then you have to choose who you work (you try the 'good if ... devi affogare meglio farlo nell'acqua alta!!) ed infine c'è l'attesa.
Io sono nella terza fase e non mi passa un giorno!
Sto sempre lì a pensare cosa mi aspetta, ai 4 mesi tra un intervento e l'altro (e si perchè gli interventi saranno ben 2) e se sto facendo la cosa giusta.
La mia vita è già praticamente cambiata, o meglio, SCOMBUSSOLATA!
E tutto questo mi ha fatto capire che le mie priorità, i miei pensieri, i miei problemi non sono quelli di una qualsiasi ragazza di 25 anni.
Non riesco piu' a divertirmi quando esco la sera.
Non riesco a ridere con gli amici di sempre.
Non riesco piu' a parlare di qualsiasi argomento (ora, per me, sono tutti discorsi inutili).
Evito di andare a ballare (un po' perchè non ne ho la forza...troppe medicine...e soprattutto per non sentirmi ancora piu' sola!).

Pensate che stia sbagliando a comportarmi così?
Ma voi credete che sia semplice uscire e far finta che vada tutto bene?
A questo punto pero' sono corsa ai ripari e ...sapete cosa ho fatto?
1) Quando esco con i miei vecchi amici non cerco piu' di spiegare perchè sono pensierosa...tutte le volte che ci ho provato ho avuto la sensazione di sembrare noiosa e ripetitiva e allora via, prendo tutto così come viene e tento di godermi semplicemente le poche ore fuori di casa.
2) Ho iniziato a frequentare gente nuova: è una bellissima sensazione avere nuove amicizie...soprattutto Why do not expect anything from me!
E 'nice not having to give any explanation!
3) do not listen to 'the songs that they send me a peak ... just be sad!
4) I finally concentrate on myself and that makes me feel more 'free.

do not know ... Maybe I'm wrong to think so!
I only know that some days I feel more 'strong.
I also know that the next few months will not be easy at all (indeed ...) but after 7 years of illness I can not take advantage of this opportunity that I am given.
... Maybe I'll be able 'to have a life like everyone else!

GROPED Non Nuoc .... or at least I hope !!!!!

PS.lo know, I promised that I would have spoken di tutt'altra cosa ma questo era quello che mi passava per la testa e questo ho scritto...spero abbiate apprezzato!!!
ciao ciao, Lella!